and EXACTLY what have i done to you?
Exactly what have you done to me? There is no Exactly its EVERYTHING about you that I hate. I can't possibly think of any single thing about you that I like.
i wasn't asking/expecting you to wait for me, i was asking you to just give me a break, i just got back from the hospital, yeah i did it on purpose but you no fucking idea what i have to put up with, and since i lived, i STILL have to put up with all the shit in my life. and i come back and i can't even catch a break on a game. OR in life. because that's just how you are.
Why the hell should you get a break because of something that happened to you in real life. No one fucking cares about real life here this is the internet. No one in this guild knows much of anything about each others real life because we don't care.
So stop trying to throw the pity card because it does not exist on the internet. We are not going to treat you or each other any differently no matter how great/horrible yours or any one else's life is.
And why the hell are you always bringing up past events and arguments. I have seen many arguments between people in this guild but all of these have been long forgotten and never mentioned of ever again after that point. That is a big part of having friends in general. Never dwell on past events or you will easily end up hating everyone you come in contact with. Live in the present. Don't ever look into the past or even into the future. Another part of being on the internet.
Everything here is based upon our personality and how we communicate with others. And you are just plain god awful in this area and that would be why I dislike you.
Seriously your such a horrible person to be around that you make me break one of my most important rules in an MMO "like and be liked". No matter what I do there is absolutely nothing I can find about you that would make me like you.
If you would just quit being the same idiot you are in real life when you are on the internet you wouldn't have these problems. It is not difficult at all to change your personality here. Everyone in this guild has seen me change my personality many times in different situations because it gives me an advantage at the goal I'm working towards at that moment. After all this is a Role Playing Game. So choose a role stick with it and shut the fuck up about who you are in real life. Maybe then you would have more friends.
Why don't you leave and find a different MMO and start over knowing what I have told you. You will be much better off then and maybe you will learn how the internet really is. No one is going to care much if you leave anyways.
And don't get me wrong I'm not saying specifically because its you. Anytime anyone in this guild or anywhere else out there decides to move on and leave the others behind. It will have very little impact on them and those left. Within a day everyone will forget about each other for the most part because everyone out here has very little attachment to each other and doesn't care what happens to them.
When I first came to PSO my main goal was to come play for whatever amount of time it took for me to get so bored that I would eventually go back to Flyff. After that happened I would then leave PSO and everyone behind without a second thought and of course they would forget me as well. This is typical for pretty much everyone out there.
But for some reason an unexpected variable came up preventing me from fully doing this. That variables name is Joe. For some reason I became to attached to him and it became difficult for me to leave him behind. One more rule of mine was broken "do not become emotionally attached to anyone". Thus I ended up trying to drag Joe with me to Flyff which didn't work out bringing him back here. Which subsequently against my will makes me compelled to keep myself attached to PSO with this small thread of emotion.
Anyways the point is no one here cares about you anymore then they would care about some random guy they meet out on the street (possibly too extreme of an example but I got nothing better) for the most part.
I am sure everyone here agrees with at least several of the points I made here so don't think I'm the only one. They are just too nice to say it. And if I really am wrong then someone please correct me and tell me why.
So it should not matter to you at all if I hate you or not because we are never going to see each other again as I don't even play this game anymore. All you are doing is wasting my time and screwing with my patience.
If you don't get the picture yet then you are a fucking moron. I don't ever want to have to talk to you again so don't bother trying. I am done with you and PSO.
GAME OVER